Hi Jeremy. It’s finally Spring and it’s been absolutely gorgeous outside. Everything is turning green with the trees budding in pinks and whites along with the beautiful daffodils and tulips blooming! I love this time of year.
It’s now been 17 months since I’ve seen you, hugged you, talked to you and laughed with you. OMG, that is almost a century!! Oh, lol, god it feels like it though. I suppose it’s more like almost a year and a half. I’ve been quiet for quite a long time here, it’s been on purpose because times have been rough for me. I am having a harder time lately. It’s less easy to keep from crying and losing it.
Shit. I try the positive thoughts and they help but I find myself doing it constantly.
I can’t even begin to tell you how much I miss my boy! Any parent who would condone this “disconnection policy” in the name of religion – any where – completely blows my mind. My Jeremy, you won’t know until you have your own child.
Well, a lot to say but not a lot of time today.
I want to share this video with you (give it a minute to load). I happen to really like Bruno Mars, but this song makes me think of you (actually all my children)!
I love you, love you, love you!