Jeremy Powers, Count on Me

Hi Jeremy.  It’s finally Spring and it’s been absolutely gorgeous outside.   Everything is turning green with the trees budding in pinks and whites along with the beautiful daffodils and tulips blooming!  I love this time of year.

It’s now been 17 months since I’ve seen you, hugged you, talked to you and laughed with you.  OMG, that is almost a century!!  Oh, lol, god it feels like it though.  I suppose it’s more like almost a year and a half.  I’ve been quiet for quite a long time here, it’s been on purpose because times have been rough for me.  I am having a harder time lately.  It’s less easy to keep from crying and losing it.

Shit.  I try the positive thoughts and they help but I find myself doing it constantly.

I can’t even begin to tell you how much I miss my boy!  Any parent who would condone this “disconnection policy” in the name of religion – any where – completely blows my mind.  My Jeremy, you won’t know until you have your own child.

Well, a lot to say but not a lot of time today.

I want to share this video with you (give it a minute to load).  I happen to really like Bruno Mars, but this song makes me think of you (actually all my children)!

I love you, love you, love you!
Forever,
Your Momma

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